"In the toughest situation, you have no one but uRself to depend on"
Monday, July 04, 2005
I ask. Negative respond
Another person ask. Positive respond.
Jealous. yEAh, am a little.
Human, I am after all.
Or maybe I'm juz too sensative.
I guess the tough thing in life iSh bout learning the stand alone spirit.
Read an article on the train 2 dayz back. It mentioned something like: In the toughest situation, you have no one but uRself to depend on. Kinda didn't agree with this sentence when I first saw it in the first paragraph. But as I read on, it made more sense to mi. Take a natural disaster event for example. Wad's our very first instint when a natural disaster occur suddenly? "Run for MY life!", yEAh? Would we haf even thot of, "I've got to safe my fren!" i doubt so yEAh? During the most pressing and difficult situation, human will alwayz think bout themselvez first. Let's face it, it's human natural to be selfish. Sad truth. Human will alwayz tink of their own survial first. yEAh, we maybe able to depend on our close frenz to be there for us at timez, but not all the time.
"hEy mAn, I'll be there for you no matter wad!" Familiar? We've all said tt to our close frenz/hear tt from our close frenz. But there'll be timez when our fren iSh too caught up with their own life tt they can't be there to be with you. When u're down & when all uR frenz are all bz with their own life, you haf only uRself to turn to.
I guess I'm a really good example.
As much as I wanna be there for all my close onez wheneva they need mi, there iSh onli 1 mi.
I noe I'm alwayz bz
I noe I'm alwayz occupied
I noe I'm alwayz late at replyin' phonecallz
I noe.
Sometimez,
I hate myself for alwayz being bz
I hate myself for alwayz being occupied
I hate myself for alwayz being late at replyin' phonecallz.
ok. I'm juz creatin' excusez for myself. I apologise for the promises which I've made & fail to do my part as wad/how a fren should do/be.
I get disappointed when my frenz dun meet my xpectationz, but I find excusez when I dun meet theirz. I am selfish. Guess I know myself too well.
"In the toughest situation, you have no one but uRself to depend on"
Be strong.
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to pingz: yOz! How did you even manage to find uR way here?!
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ah pUaz posted at 4:12:00 PM
